Dearest Fu,
How are you? I have been busy lately. But I am so grateful for being this busy. I have done 4 English conferense papers and 2 Chinese ones so far. My thesis is almost done. Also, my ph D proposal is on the way to be finished. I have never this happy in my life. the past 6 months was the most harvest period throughout my entire life. Thank God, thank prof. Lin, Chiu, Chiang, and Wu for enrich my life. If feels so good to be myself. I am thrived of making the most of my life. I hope everyone in the world realize this fact that everyone can be as healthy, wealthy, and happy as I am. Just believe in yourself. go for your dream all the way. just like what steve jobs said "The world around you that you called life is made up by people that is not smarter as you are. You can change it, you can create things for others to use. Once you know it, you will never be the same again."
Fu, now you have heard it, and so am I.
I am planning to pursue phD degree in education technology or innovation management. the key purpose of going for future degree is to, well, I have to say on the one side for personal fulfillment, and also to promote active learning. I want to be the best of me. I have to build up my credibility both academically and practically. Fu, I will apply for school later this year. If I get accepted, will you go with me?
Love you always
Lynn
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Time flies
Dearest Fu,
Last year right now was your last night stayed with me, you remember? Well, let's not talk about those sadness. I know you are in good hand now, so let's say something good.
I went to Barcelona to participate in a academic conference. It was the first time I went on stage to give a presentation. I enjoyed it alot. It is so amazing that I could talk with others about my study. You know I got to know another graduate student in Barcelona U. I am so blessed.
Fu, we must be grateful for having so many opportunities to get to work with professionals. We must study harder. I start up late. so I have to run. Fu you are running with me, aren't you?
Love you always.
Lynn
02/29/2012
Last year right now was your last night stayed with me, you remember? Well, let's not talk about those sadness. I know you are in good hand now, so let's say something good.
I went to Barcelona to participate in a academic conference. It was the first time I went on stage to give a presentation. I enjoyed it alot. It is so amazing that I could talk with others about my study. You know I got to know another graduate student in Barcelona U. I am so blessed.
Fu, we must be grateful for having so many opportunities to get to work with professionals. We must study harder. I start up late. so I have to run. Fu you are running with me, aren't you?
Love you always.
Lynn
02/29/2012
Thursday, December 29, 2011
End of 2011
Dearest Fu,
It has been 3 months since the last time I wrote a message. How's going? Lin sent me a photo of you, decorated with a very beautiful border. You looked so carefree. Also, my former colleague asked about you the other day. and a classmate of mine saw you on FB, she said you were so cute. I am so prode of you. You have gone for 9 months now. Lately, I was like lost in the wonderland, or maybe coming back to the reality. I grew up a lot in a very short period of time. But you know, we Doggy only think positively, right? If I were not brave, no one will be brave for me. So fu, wish me luck, be brave, and always full of energy and joy. Well, the weather is getting colder. please take care of yourself. Love you forever.
Love
Lynn
It has been 3 months since the last time I wrote a message. How's going? Lin sent me a photo of you, decorated with a very beautiful border. You looked so carefree. Also, my former colleague asked about you the other day. and a classmate of mine saw you on FB, she said you were so cute. I am so prode of you. You have gone for 9 months now. Lately, I was like lost in the wonderland, or maybe coming back to the reality. I grew up a lot in a very short period of time. But you know, we Doggy only think positively, right? If I were not brave, no one will be brave for me. So fu, wish me luck, be brave, and always full of energy and joy. Well, the weather is getting colder. please take care of yourself. Love you forever.
Love
Lynn
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
I miss you
Dearest Fu,
How are you lately? I just want to let you know that I am keeping my promise that I will meet you and mimi in the heaven one day. the bigger the obstcale I encounter, the greater success I will receive. Fu, you will always be with me, won't you? I have no doubt on that. Fu, I miss you so much.
Love
Lynn
How are you lately? I just want to let you know that I am keeping my promise that I will meet you and mimi in the heaven one day. the bigger the obstcale I encounter, the greater success I will receive. Fu, you will always be with me, won't you? I have no doubt on that. Fu, I miss you so much.
Love
Lynn
Sunday, August 28, 2011
what a day
Dearest Fu,
How are you doing? The past week, things happened, I lost my strength on doing things. and I kept having self doubts. and I tried even harder on listening to Joel Osteen's preach. He said a scripture from Matthew 6:33 "Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you". Just keep God the highest priority and delegently seeking God, not asking for favor, but honoring God and He will give us our favor more than we can imagine. Every morning, I have to spent 30 minutes honoring God, thank God for giving me joy, strength, creativity, and abondance life by saying "God, I love you today. Let everything I do today bring honor to your name. Thank you for my life, for my family. In God's present is fullness of joy, peace, energy. help me to make skill/ talent to the full. God you said, if I honor you in all my way, you will crown my every asset of success."
Fu, now it seems like the problem has gone. I have to thank God for giving me strengh and wishdom. I am placing God my highest Priority, and God will give me in-sight decision.
Fu, I feel safe and reenergized by listening to these scriptures. Thank God.
Love
Lynn
How are you doing? The past week, things happened, I lost my strength on doing things. and I kept having self doubts. and I tried even harder on listening to Joel Osteen's preach. He said a scripture from Matthew 6:33 "Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you". Just keep God the highest priority and delegently seeking God, not asking for favor, but honoring God and He will give us our favor more than we can imagine. Every morning, I have to spent 30 minutes honoring God, thank God for giving me joy, strength, creativity, and abondance life by saying "God, I love you today. Let everything I do today bring honor to your name. Thank you for my life, for my family. In God's present is fullness of joy, peace, energy. help me to make skill/ talent to the full. God you said, if I honor you in all my way, you will crown my every asset of success."
Fu, now it seems like the problem has gone. I have to thank God for giving me strengh and wishdom. I am placing God my highest Priority, and God will give me in-sight decision.
Fu, I feel safe and reenergized by listening to these scriptures. Thank God.
Love
Lynn
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Summer is coming
shot 2008.5.30
Dearest Fu,
How are you? First of all, I want to tell you the other day, I finally caught the roach, but I didn't kill it right away, instead, I flushed it to the toilet. However, there came another one couple days later. But when I wanted to kill it, it ran away and never came back. So there is no roach in our room no more.
I read a book called "Think yourself rich" by Joseph Murphy. In his book, he said that we have to believe in ourselves, and listen to the inner self. then we can turn ourselves around for a so much better life. all we have to do is turn negative thoughts to positive ones. and imagine ourselves to be whatever we want to be. and then our inner self will let our dream come true.
Fu. my dream will come true real soon. Let's pray Lin and her family stay healthy and happy forever and ever. Lin's father is being taken care of the most caring and skillful doctor, and he will come home really soon. I can graducate within next semester, and find a job allowing me to travel around. Fu, where do you want to go? wanna go with me? Fu, I miss you and love you.
Lynn
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Happy birthday to me
shot June 10, 2008
Dearest Fu,
How are you? I just celebrated my 41 birthday a week ago. the photo of you was shot exactly 3 years ago. Time is flying, isn't it? My 2nd 20 years has just ended, and now I am going to my 3rd 20 years of life. My body starts to aging little by little. Last couple months I had been busy on project and school works, and my body started to compliant about it. You left at the age of 16, and it is considered 80+ year old in human age. I am now just half way there, and it starts to show signs of aging. I get headaches alot. In addition, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, I sometimes cann't bear the heat. I thank God that you had gone earlier this year, before it gets this hot. or it would be really hard for you to stand.
Fu, there is a roach in this room lately. It seems weird that there is just this one. and it is not really afraid of me. Although sometimes I want to kill it, it ran away quitely but came back afterward. Funny roach.
Fu, I read some article about a man called Nick Vujicic, who lives his life without limbs. He once saw an story from bible and he knew immediately that the reason he was born without arms and legs was because the work of God may be revealed through him. If you don't know the truth you can't be free. He said we have to look at what we have, and believe in ourself. Fu, there must be a reason for you to be with me the past 16 years. I thank you for always being there for me. I will remember all the wonderful moments we had together, with mimi and other friends.
love
Lynn
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